christmas eve.

My wish list:
Fernando Torres.
A never-ending packet of double coat Tim Tams.
The entire Hemnes bedroom series from Ikea, esp. the dressing table.
Dolce & Gabbana black lace bow peeptoe heels ♥♥♥
Chanel pearl clip on earrings.
Vintage Missoni convertible knit dress/tunic/top.
Flowerbomb by Viktor&Rolf.
Vintage cigarette stick holder.
Mein Kampf - Adolf Hitler.
My Cupid tattoo.
Bring Me The Horizon to tour Australia again.
Monroe piercing.
MAC Baroque Boudoir Lipstick in Treasured.
A Michael Hussar masterpiece.
A sewing machine of my very own.
A new kitchen and a walk in wardrobe...or at least a bigger one.
Winter to come sooner.
Pamela to come home safe.
To wrap this all up, you.

No smoking past this point.

Date: Friday December 11 2009
Time: 02:34pm
Watching: Pineapple Express
Listening to: Jump Around - House of Pain

So today is Vee's birthday, I have no idea what time to go over to her house for the party thing and I need to speak to the best friend I have not seen in fifty thousand years to discuss matters beyond my maturity levels and experience. Life is so ridiculous sometimes.
I am so unhappy with this blog, I have no idea what to do with it ?

We gonna rock down to Electric Avenue, and then we'll take it higher.

A cucumber a day keeps the aliens away.

Date: Thursday December 10 2009
Time: 09:37pm
Watching: 300
Listening to: Lay You Down - Tyga feat. Lil Wayne


Well don't I just feel like utter shit today. Massive headache, no mean reds, threw up from overeating and just general depression. Usually this weather would make me feel somewhat content, but today, it has just brought me down to another level completely. Maybe it's because I haven't taken my medication for a few days. I will destroy Optus.

Coke and milk taste disgusting together.

Date: Tuesday December 08 2009
Time: 11:46pm
Watching: Gossip Girl Season 3 Episode 2
Listening to: Electric Avenue - Eddy Grant

Vast improvement from the way I was feeling yesterday. Could have been the fact that I was with The Sister all day, or maybe the d&m and excessive cigarettes Shelby donated to me, but either way I feel much better. I'm still angry and upset at Donnie but what can you do.
Fuck me it's cold for December.
I am obsessed with Tim Tams.

Double coat motherfucker.

Your Smile.

Wish we could run away, run away

Maybe touch the stars, float away

It was meant to be you and me

Baby let's kiss the sky...


When I see you smile, oh it drives me wild
And I can't explain it, it's killing me baby



killing me baby.

Golden Oldies.

I'm making a new playlist on iTunes, all the old shit that accumulates in my library. This is what I do with my life.
That, and trying to pretty this bloody blog up.

eins, zwei, drei.

Wilkommen to my new blog lovers. Created because I've introduced myself to new feelings, new adventures, new hardships and new accomplishments, and I figured I should introduce you as well. Introducing you to my brain as well.

1. I love... the most inconvenient things at the most inconvenient times.

2. Right now I want... to be kissed in the rain.

3. I feel like... I'm stuck in this place and I don't know how to get out.

4. I hate it when... you're right.

5. I fear... possession...and fish.

6. I'm lonely without... my cat.

7. I need... to be serious and mature when it comes to my heart because lately, I haven't cared.

8. Today I... am Sophia.

9. Tomorrow I'm... still going to be Sophia.

10. I just... wish I were two years older at this current time.

11. I want to meet... the love of my life, given I haven't met him yet.

12. I'm hungry for... money and power.

13. I love it when... I'm with you.

14. I'm afraid of... growing old.

15. I'm listening to... Für Elise - Beethoven.

16. I'm wearing... my heart on my sleeve.

17. I wish I was in... Berlin circa 1939.

18. I'm craving... a cigarette.

19. I want to get... even.

20. I can... manipulate basically anyone and use it to my advantage.

21. I can't... do a cartwheel.

22. I have... too much time to think.

23. I haven't... been sublimely happy before.

24. I'm nervous to... live.

25. My Mom thinks I'm... extremely odd.

26. My Dad thinks I'm... unimportant.

27. I think... many, many things per minute.

28. I'm happy when... I'm with you, as cliched as that may be...

29. I'm sad when... you make me feel that way.

30. I like eating... when I'm hungry.

31. I hate eating... while people are watching.

32. I love watching... the downfall of the human race.

33. I love listening to... the rain falling on tin roofs.

34. I like playing... with my toes.

35. I hate waking up to... another person.

36. I can see... pretty well when I wear my glasses.

37. I'm glad that... Adolf Hitler left me work to finish off.

38. I'm disappointed that... he's dead.

39. I look like... my mother, apparently.

40. I wish I looked like... my mother as much as people make out that I do.

41. I can't stand... on my head.

42. I sing... in my mind.